2011, closing out and nearing 2012.
Learning to let go, learning to forgive, learning to move forward…S H I F T I N G.
Rewinding and relating…it’s a wreck at times. At times I wish I could fast forward, because at times it is difficult to face. Yet through it all, I have stood strong. Strength not from the surface, but deep…deep down inside. If only you knew.
A solider has been built within. Bruised, Beaten, and a survivor. She craves for Peace, for the war to diminish.
Things do not always work out for the better this I have learned. This is the only way I’ve been able to truly learn how to adapt. To think this way is difficult if you do not understand. Walking a path of philosophical endeavors.
Drifting, Shifting, time is wasting and I am in no where ready to lose myself to changed focus. I am not resistant to pain, so from the past I will learn. Shifting forward…never again backwards.
Prayer:: My God- You know my heart. You control the fire that burns within, and have faith in me. I believe because of you. Love, the real kind of love, you give in an insatiable way. I have struggled and at times still may do. I have learned to trust you, to love you the right way, and I know of no other way to love than yours alone. No one has given me permission to arrange me…no one except you. I pray you keep me humble, strong and on a path of purity. As I have grown to learn more and more about myself as the days come and go, I continue to gain passion, humility, and understanding. This all because of you. Do what is right and cause shift in my life. I pray this prayer in my heart. I pray you show love, and build faith in others around me. I see the change and formation in my life…I know they will too, certainly. -AMEN
I look high to the skies and am reminded of unadulterated beauty.
“Few men during their lifetime come anywhere near exhausting the resources dwelling within them. There are deep wells of strength that are never used.” Richard E. Byrd
