Loves lost, come and gone. From then until now it is ever-So-apparent that validity in loves true form comes from the big man upstairs.
Decisions made together as one, understanding and leaning not on yourself, confiding in the one that matters, and never breaking away to break away. Love is the bearing of ones true loyalty. “Loyalty” evidently is different from one person to the next.
Defining relationships, life, never giving up, courage, boundaries, forgiveness.
In this past year, I have experienced pain, watched people walk away, and have truly discovered what to me is…Love.
Really as it is said “love is not puffed up”. It is simple and simply defined, yet we take it apart, tear it into a million pieces, then drag it through mud, high waters and mountainous terrains. Until we finally get it to an unrecognizable point. And then, confusion finds its way into our minds. Traveling with fierce velocity down to the bottomless depths of our hearts. Once at that point, where do we go from there?
After all eventful and uneventful attempts at Love, I finally am at peace. It’s definition so cut throat clearly defined.
It is said that once you hit bottom, there’s nowhere left to go, instead its upward bound you go.
The spectrum of love in its purest form, means that hope is endless.
I am ready to take on a lifetime of battles. Knowing that I asked for righteousness, happiness, etc., means that I clearly didn’t know what I was getting myself into. Here and now the vision is clear. I am not clouded, and find strength in chaos.
See not of what it is you think. Instead, search to find the heart of the matter. This too does apply to humans. We are built to be loved, built to love, and built to be strong.
Set free. This Woman here is in sync with her desires, her aspirations, and ready to conquer. It feels amazing to know your likes, dislikes, wants, needs.
FIN.ale
